Salam Ramadhan al Mubarak

Bulan Ramadhan datang menjelang.. Sebuah kesempatan untuk meraih magfirahNya.. Mari bersihkan hati untuk menyambut Ramadhan yang suci.. Mohon dimaafkan segala salah dan khilafku.. serta janji yang terabai.. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan al Mubarak

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

perjalanan ini~

Perjalanan ini sangat panjang.. sangat jauh untuk diterokai bagi mereka yang mencari kepuasan hidup.. tidak pernah ada noktahnya.. kadangkala ia mengulangi perjalanan kita di petak pertama.. sunnguh jauh.. sesekali aku merasa sangat pasrah untuk merenung ke hadapan.. ke belakang jauh sekali.. tidak akan dapat kembali.. hanya memerhatikannya dari sudut dan pandangan yang sangat sempit.. ia tidak pernah bertukar.. atau menyalahkan sesiapa.. manusia mencorakkan hidup mereka.. sungguh angkuh bagi mereka yang sombong.. lupa asal usul jati diri.. hanya mementingkan kepuasan meterialistik - duniawi~!!

Perjalanan ini sangat luas.. sangat luas sehinggakan kita lupa tujuan kita di fana ini.. memenuhi kehendak yang kadangkala melencong dari pemikiran sendiri.. takut untuk memperbaiki setiap kelemahan diri.. tercari cari jawapan yang tidak tahu di mana ia berada.. oh tuhan..



Perjalanan ini sangat memenantkan.. sesekali aku marasa dahaga petunjukMu.. Berilah aku cahaya agar ia dapat menerangi jalan jalan yang ku lalui.. agar aku tidak sesat dalam kegelapan yang menakutkan.. ianya sungguh sejuk sehinggakan kadangkala aku tidak mampu bernafas keseorangan..



Perjalanan ini sebenarnya sangat indah.. sangat bewarna warni.. bagi mereka yang menghargai setiap liku liku cabaran dan ketentuanNya..

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

luv this~

" i think all of us want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned backs on..
because maybe we didn't realise how much we were leaving behind..
we need to remember what used to be good.. if we don't, we won't recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes.. "

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Air Terjun di Pertak

sampai di tempat nak bermandi manda.. muke ceria.. hehe

posing dulu sebelum bergerak ke sungai.. kene jalan kaki gak beb.. nasib dekat je..

para2 'chef' tengah set up makanan.. thanx~!!


eat for your life~!! hehe..


raja batu.. haha.. cam ape ntah.. lalala~


kalo berani jom slide~!! haha..~!


awesome~!! credit to photographer~!!


menyelam sambil menyauk ikan.. macam la dapat.. heh~


bersiap nak balik.. lepak dulu..


aku n Mr Todak~

The Awesome Memories..! Luv this pic..

sangat bez dapat berkelah.. lagi2 bermandi manda dengan kawan2.. rase nak pegi lagi je.. hope ada peluang.. thanx guys.. korang memang awesome~!! hehe.. chow..~!!

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

all bout me..

I always want to keep believing..
until the very end, I want to keep thinking..
that there has to be some meaning to my life.
In this kind of world where i can't say what i want..
I'll go on with my life, still being true to myself.
In this kind of world where i can't have even small dreams..
I want to always, always be able to like being who I am.
I'll go on with my life, being true to myself.
I don't want to be manipulated by filthy lies and words.
I don't want to turn away from my true feelings.
I want to cherish
each day I can live freely, so
I'll walk whatever path I want.
In this moment i face it head-on,
I have to fight
in order to keep my pride.


Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Crashed~!!

pergh.. sedih gile.. nasib baik drivernye ok..klu x.. mst da xdapat tulis blog lg.. huhuhu.. erm.. yg pnting.. pndu cermat.. jiwa selamat.. igt pesan ni.. seyes~!!

p/s vios gempak gile.. xpakai seat belt time ni.. still survive.. fuhh~!!

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

so Lucky~!!

gile bertuah.. tarik nafas dalam2.. bersyukur gile kerana menarik nafas segar selepas ape yang berlaku.. ku pandang kiri n kanan.. semuanya hancur.. pasrah.. tapi aku tidak sedar yang di atas sentiasa membantu aku yang kejahilan.. aku bersyukur..

aku sentiasa lupa.. sentiasa tidak mementingkan Ia dari segala2 nya.. hanya mencari kepuasan diri yang tidak pernah cukup untuk dipenuhi.. janggal sekali untuk memperbetulkan diri sendiri.. ohh.. malang sungguh bagi siapa yang leka..

aku melangkah perlahan lahan.. memperbaiki semula susun atur langkahku.. agar aku tidak sesat kembali.. aku bersyukur kerana aku pernah berada di atas.. dan aku sangat2 bersyukur aku dijatuhkanNya.. dari nikmatNya itu aku sedar mana silap ku..

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Who am I~?

Who am I ?

Not Perfect by far

I know

A Sinner

From my first breath

Living My Days

Hear on earth

Fighting to redeem

This soul

To smother

The fire and brimstone

Fighting the temptation

That keeps me from

Being whole

Searching for the path

That will one day

Lead me to my home

Who am I ?

Not Perfect

By far I Know

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Dinner oh Dinner~~

Dinner ni untuk para2 senior yang bakal meninggalkn uitm setelah 4 tahun dok dalam fakulti mekanikal.. Event ni sangat simple.. Bayaran pun murah gile.. RM 10 je.. hehe.. Papepun.. Yang penting.. dapat lepak ngan korang sume.. dan korang sume sangat lepak~!!

Vanue: Carlton Holiday Hotel, Shah Alam
Date: 13 April 2009
Time: 2000 - 2300

ni ada sikit gambar kat dinner tu untuk aku share ngan korang.. layan~!!

peluk tiang.. hehe~

bersama penari yang akan mmbuat persembahan jap lg..

cenderahati malam tu.. so simple..

bersama pacai~!!

jom makan.. ngan nik.. hehe..

lepas makan.. lepak2 jap.. hehe..

bersama budak rumah jang narong.. hahahah~!!

glamorously colorful..

even malam tu aku agak bz sket bergambar.. aku hepi dapat gathered ngan korang sume.. korang wat harok la.. nyanyi la.. macam2 la.. hehe.. hope lepas2 ni dapat jumpe korang lagi dalam even camni.. kita wat onar sama2~!! lalala.. c ya~!!

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Thought For Life

No one can go back and make a brand new start.

Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter, without sorrow, sun,
without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.



Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit
but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards.
Don't stay on the bumps too long. Move on!



When something happens to you, good or bad,
consider what it means.



There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how
to laugh more or not to cry too hard.



You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be
someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.



It's better to lose your pride to the one you love,
than to lose the one you love because of pride.



We spend too much time looking for the right person to
love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead
we should be perfecting the love we give.

Never abandon an old friend. You will never find
one who can take there place.
Friendship is like wine,
it gets better as it grows older.

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Arghh.. Pening..

ini adalah perkara yang agak pelik terjadi..
termasuklah arini dah 3 hari rase camni..
once aku naikkan dua2 kening ke tahap maksimum..
kepala rase pening2.. adeh..
ni penyakit ke ape ni..?

kawan aku cakap dia pn penah gak kene bnda ni..

sbb dia x cukup tdo.. erm.. still wonder~
aku ni xcukup tido ke terlebih tido..? hee~
papepun.. aku percaya cakap dia..
n aku rase cam nak tdo je..
hope rase sakit ni hilang~

p/s klu korang sume ada rase camne yang aku rase.. lebih baik korang pergi tdo~ huhu.. c ya~!!

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Hot vs Crazy..

We must accept that over the course of millions of years, women have become more attractive, less hairy and infinitely crazier.

The problem is certain women’s increase in physical attractiveness has been disproportional to their increase in psychosis. Luckily for us, a chart exists where we can see just how out of balance the ratio between your hotness and craziness has become - knowledge that can prove to be invaluable over the course of your daily life.

Now, you know how hot you are. But you probably have no idea how crazy you are – a major contributing factor to the problem. Be honest and rate your hotness from 1-10. Then, take the following simple quiz to see where you fall on the hot/crazy scale.

1. You’re walking down the street and see Matt Damon. You:

a: Gawk from afar and let him pass unbothered.
b: Run up to him and beg to have his babies.
c: Stab him with a pen.

2. You’re driving on the freeway and someone cuts you off. You:

a: Take a deep breath, count to ten, and do a random act of kindness.
b: Hold down your horn and scream obscenities.
c: Stab him with his own broken windshield wiper.

3. You see a kitten stuck in a tree. You:

a: Call the fire department and wait for professional help.
b: Climb up and rescue it, then take it home to join the 125 other cats you currently care for.
c: Stab it with a tree branch.

4. You’re on a date with a fellow and it’s not going well. You:

a: Explain to him you’re just not compatible and offer to split the check.
b: Start a small fire in the ladies’ bathroom thus evacuating the restaurant and ending your date.
c: Finish your decadent five-course dinner, then stab him with a lobster claw.

5. Your boss makes a pass at you. You:

a: Report it to human resources.
b: Go for it, then blackmail him for the rest of his natural life.
c: Stab him with his tie.

6. The barista screws up your double skim, half café, no sugar added caramel macchiato. You:

a: Drink whatever she gives you, so as to not create a scene.
b: Throw the scalding hot beverage into the barista’s face.
c: Stab her with a coffee cup.

7. It’s Christmas, a time of giving, charity, and joy. One of the Salvation Army Santa’s won’t stop ringing the bell in front of your apartment. You:

a: Thank him for doing the Lord’s work and give generously.
b: Tar and feather him from your fifth floor balcony.
c: Stab him with his bell, then steal his bucket.

8. Your grandparents are in town visiting. You:

a: Happily show them around town taking extra special care of them.
b: Berate them for the measly 12 bucks they gave you on last year’s birthday.
c: Stab them with their dentures.

9. You find a wallet in the middle of the street. You:

a: Locate the wallet’s owner and return it as found.
b: Steal the person’s identity and live as them.
c: Locate the wallet’s owner and stab them with their license.

10. Your boyfriend proposes. You:

a: Tearfully admit that you’re already married but not opposed to polygamy.
b: You say, “Honestly, we’ve had a lot of great times together but I just don’t see a future between us” thus breaking his heart… then you pick up the pieces of said broken heart, and stab him with it.
c: Say, “Yes, yes, a million times yes!”

To find your “Crazy” rating, give yourself 0 points for every A response, 1 point for every B, and 2 points for every C. Take that total and divide by two. You now have your crazy number.

Now, using your self-assigned hot number, find your position on the Hot/ Crazy scale. Remember, you want to find yourself located on the hot side, not the crazy side. If the results are not to your liking, please adjust your appearance or personality accordingly.

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

u kill me~

Benarkanku tuk berbicara
bicara terus ke hatimu hatimu
hati yang penuh rasa ragu
jangan terus pergi tanpa mendengar ku
begitu mudah untuk kau terus berlalu nanti dulu
berikanlah waktu untuk aku untuk kamu..

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu, benci padamu, cinta padamu..
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku aku cinta padamu
benci padamu cinta padamu...

ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu..

sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi tapi kembali
benci aku mencintai dirimu
ku bencikamu
ku cinta kamu~




Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Jom Mandi~!!

seyes awesome gile.. dapat mandi sungai ngan member2.. old memory came back.. da lme gak x rase perasaan camtu.. seyes bes.. hehe.. kalo di ikutkan plan.. kitorg nak wat bbq.. tp memendangkn musin hujan skang.. kitorg juz decide bwk makanan ringan sudah.. senang dan jimat mase.. hee~

lokasi : sungai pinang, batang kali (bawah genting)
masa : 1300 - 1700
tarikh : 29032009

jalan ke sungai pinang - agak berliku..

awesome~!!

dalam gile..

korang memang bez~!!

woohuu~

air sejuk gile.. jernih.. dan dalam.. hehe.. even korg trjun pacak pn (kaki dulu) seyes x cecah pun dasar dia.. hehe.. bezla.. sangat bez.. aku ada rase nak pergi lagi.. tp kali ni.. maybe kitorang akan berkhemah kat situ.. environment dia pun sangat tenang.. indah gile Malaysia ni..

kepada rakan2 yang da join pergi situ semalam.. thanx sangat2.. korang memang bez.. n aku rase happy gile~

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Everyting Undone~!!

kisah 1

perghh.. geram gile klo difikir2 kan balik.. Malam jumaat lepas aku balik ngn harapan untuk wat 'gig' kat kmpung tercinta ari sabtu malam.. tpi last2 kitorg kne perfome malam ahad - bukan malam sabtu.. perghh.. sangat geram..~!! tapi xpe.. aku sabar.. xde peluang kot.. dan ari sbtu tu gak.. ada kenduri.. kawan kepada kawan aku kawin... lala.. pempuan laa.. umor 22 da kwin.. huhu.. status keje - unknown... hehe.. nak wat camne.. seru jodoh da sampai.. papepun.. gudluck and tanhinah wat pasangan pengantin tuh.. huu~~

kisah 2

perghh... tgh ari smalam seyes panas gile.. n aku rse nak pergi mndi sungai je.. haha.. aku pn ajak la member aku gerak.. n bile sume kata "alrite bro.. jom~!!.." aku pn hepi gile.. atlis ada gak laa bnda nak dibuat time panas2 aritu.. huhu.. tnpa memikirkan mase depan.. aku pn blik.. amik towel sume n kitorg pn start gerak dari kmpng aku - naik kete.. mse time jalan2 tu.. kitorg cam hepi gile.. bnyk gile bnda sembang.. old memories.. seyes awesome.. rse cam nak blik ke zaman dulu je.. huhuh.. ttbe henset mmber aku dapat msg - dari awek dia.. dia cakap awek dia nak ikut.. haa sudah..~!! da la kitorg juz plan nak lpk2 sesame kitorg je.. ttbe awek dia lak nak join.. aku ok je.. tpi dia yg x ok.. haha.. n kitorg xjd pergi mndi sungai aritu sbb awek dia nak ikut.. perghhhhh.....~!!!!! sangat geram kuasa 2 da ni.. heh.. KITORG X DAPAT MANDI SUNGAI SBB PEREMPUAN.. n seyes aku sgt geram.. tpi mmber pnye pasal.. chill2 suda.. ari len bleh mndi lagi.. huhu.. hope pasni awek dia x kaco lg aktiviti kitorg nak mnd sungai.. hahahah~!!

kisah 3

perghhh.. jam da pukul 730 ptg.. aku lak bru bgn.. tdo pas xjd pergi mndi sungai.. huhu.. hujan ptg smpai la ke malam.. aku bgn.. mndi n solat.. erm.. cek msg.. mmber ajak jamm.. waa.. aku suke laa.. atlis ada gak aktiviti malam mggu.. da la xdapat perform.. then x dapat mndi sungai.. atlis dapat jamm ni bleh la lupekan segala pe yg berlaku.. org cakap kire setel suda.. hahaha.. dipendekkan cerita.. kitorg ptut jamm pukul 1030 malam.. sbb mmber aku pn jamm gak pukul 830 malam.. band dia jam 2 jam.. so aku ok je.. x fikir pape pn.. n aku n mmber sorg lagi.. gerak ke tnjung malim.. harapan seyes berkobar2 ni.. haha.. xsampai tnjung lg ni.. mmber aku yg 1 lg msg.. cakap kitorg jamm pkul 12 malam.. haa sudah.~!! hati aku da len macam da ni.. xkn la x jd jamm lak ni.. adehh.. xpe.. aku juz layan je.. x kisah pkul bape pn.. atlis dapat jamm.. n nasib malang menimpa lg.. kitorg x jamm pn malam tu.. haha~!! seyes aku geram.. da tahap2 kuasa 3 da geram aku.. hampeh tul.. KITORG X JAMM SBB JAMMING STUDIO TUTUP PUKUL 12..~!! haha.. seyes geram... kitorg lpk2 mnum then trus blik.. huhu~!!

p/s seyes ari sabtu tu sungguh x bernasib baik wat aku.. tpi aku pasrah je la.. mungkin ape yg berlaku hari tu ada hikmah dia.. n aku sgt bersyukur.. xde pape yg terjadi kat diriku pada hari sabtu tu.. aku still sihat n hepi dapat jumpa mak adik2 n kawan2 yg lme x balik kmpng.. huhuhu~ n lepas ni aku akan sentiasa fikir positif atas ape yg berlaku... hehe..

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

My Way..

jiwa kacau.. dgr lagu ni terus bleh menaikkan semangat.. jom.. kite layan sme2.. lala~

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, Ill say it clear,
Ill state my case, of which Im certain.

Ive lived a life thats full.
Ive traveled each and evry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, Ive had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried.
Ive had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..

Perfect 10..??

its doesn't matter if she or he is 1/10, 2.8/10... but once you love her or him.. sometimes 1/10 or 2.8/10 are equal to perfect 10..!!

Es ist mich

no sex.no drug.no love..